Twenty One

Tuesday. The day that marked the beginning of 21 has come, and gone. 5 Days have Passed since then. Whats new? Well.. Only one thing Maybe 2? Who knows ^^ Not gonna say what. Time will tell.. Thats the phrase ppl always use right? Yeah thats it.. Time will tell, time will heal. Time does everything for u! hahaha. Ok just kidding.. Time very well doesnt do ur homework for u thats an experiment i tried and failed xD











Saturday. The "party" Pfft. I'll say i enjoyed myself and the company of my friends. Altho i didnt invite all. But. Still thats fine i guess. Josh was the first one there. And he gave me this Book Yakuza Moon. Really nice book. Finished it in a day though =/ Interesting read. Well im not gonna name the presents. Except that my favourite is the Solvil Titus my parents got me. Earthy brown strap Automatic watch Stainless steel polished casing, tells day, date( with a crescent shape at the tip of a hand ), month and has this little small picture of a moon at the 6 o'clock. Beautiful.. Had a bit of trouble with the date month thingy at first but got used to it and got it to work already. Theres this long sleeve Tee that Aaron got 4 me. Love it too. Been looking for long sleeve tees but the cutting was always never my type. Too baggy. Too small. Whatever. This ones great. Fits on nicely.
1st Mistake of the day. Took half a cup of rum almost without any food. I can still recall the taste of the rum in my mouth. It was like hot and Brrrrr it had a strong characteristic to it just that OOMPH. Not for those who dont drink for sure. Which includes me. That half cup was enough to get me started already >.> Psfft.. Bad idea to start in the first place =( Later on another cup of bacardi coke from Ernest =.=" Nandayo.. Why me again.. From then on it was down hill all the way. I remember most of the time i was either talking or drinking. ZOMG.. Later on. Seb Tay n gang started this drinking game with cards. Suxorz. What a Gay way to drink. Dont wanna explain how it was played. Cuz it sucked. I picked some random card. And immediately it was 4 swigs of Johnny walker black. =.=" Oh Yuck~~ dont understand how those twerps (including Seb) enjoy drinking like that. I bailed after like taking 8 of those.. Popped the champagne after cutting the cake and finished the champagne really fast o.o just 5 of us. Well that stuff was good so i didnt mind just drinking direct. I think i've found what i like really. Mostly sweet wines / drinks. Thats about it. Once in awhile some Gin dry with w/e fruit thats good. Working on a mix now. Trying to come up with smth different from most of the drinks on the menu. Its hard but its worth a try. Smth i'll call my own. => Start experimenting! So i went home tipsy. Couldnt really walk straight.. Had to hold the handrails of the staircase going down incase i fell over.. :D lawl.. I remember that night when i reached home. I tried reading some manga online. But all i'd see was many un-readable words. More like my mind wasnt processing them.. Haha! Gave up, shut it down and went to bed. Even when i was in bed i could feel the alcohol burning away at my stomach. Or maybe so i thought. My stomach kept churning. Kept feeling like i was gonna vomit anytime soon. Managed to fall asleep in the end. But not without disturbance throughout my rest. Felt gross. Next morning i went to church with my head still on the Singapore flyer.. It went round n round n round until like.. 3pm? Yeah. That bad... Im nvr gonna drink that much again. Jeeperz creepers...

Good Friday. Yea Friday.. Had Guard Duty.. 8am Friday till 8am on Saturday. Had movies to accompany me. Watched 3 movies in total? Score. School of Rock! Cant remember the 3rd one.. Read Yakuza Moon. Finished it at night after the whole day. Watching movies here eating lunch there. Dinner was like.. Flooded.. We out rationed the food in boxes to the guard room to eat. The aunty muct have loved my friend alot man. Cuz she practically flooded the boxes with food.. I ate only 1/2 and threw the rest away. WAY TOO MUCH!!! Had QW to accompany me now and then But o well. Then today.. Saturday.. ok.. Time to sleep.. zzz later still going to expo.. For Tonny n Seb. I wonder am i making the right choice going =.=" Seriously. I DONT feel like going AGAIN..... 2x is enough for me really.. Went for 5.30pm and 8pm today. Ah help me... Things dont seem to be going the way i want it. Yeah since when did anything ever go my way huh!... Pfft.. its already 5am.. If i go i gotta get up at 10 or 11. JEEZ!!! SCREW THIS!...

~RF~
I'd say im scared. Kinda? What If this. What if that?. So many What ifs. Still no answers. Im seeking but im not finding anything. What to do? Turn around and walk away? Carry on no matter what? What if i run into spikes. What'll i do? Go to the medic, heal up and carry on? Sit there n cry? Lol. I'll keep searching. The answer just lies there. There! See that? Yeah over there. Ganbare~

~~JoshJosh~~

~GLUNG~

Every Sunday, as time draws close to 1900. Securing the strap of the casio F-91w. Donning the ever so familiar collared top and pants. Brings to mind a sense of dread. Ever so undissolving this feeling.. Nothing else seems to matter anymore. I stop dead in my tracks, drop everything i do and start to think about the week ahead. The dread of going back into NS. Once where there was a sense of excitedness and expectancy is now replaced by an overwhelming sense of dread. I would almost wish i was truly sick and bed ridden. After almost relishing this dread, its time to pick up the pieces once again get the act together and head back for another week of fruitlessness.

The psychological effects of reminding a young man that the white sheets of his bunk bed await him.

Looking back. I was almost eager to get back to where my mates were 4 months ago. Those were the truly "fun" times =)

MSN has been giving me a bit of trouble lately. Cannot sign in whatever.. lol..

http://onemanga.com/Aishiteruze_Baby/ "Even if i forget everything else; It will always shine in my heart..." The story of a 17 year old high schooler Kippei who gets stuck with his 5 year old neice Yuzuyu, cuz her mum kinda abandoned her. Along the way they get pretty attatched to each other; Kippei finally gets serious about girls and gets together with Kokoro a student like him in his class. About a year later her mum comes to pick the daughter up and Kippei and Yuzuyu get seperated just like that.. (brief but incomplete summary :S i'll update next week.) GO READ IT!

Some really cute manga quite touching. I kinda love these kinda stories somehow.. haha. High school.. Fun times eh..

Unknown....

The reason for this post?.. As the title says :S I just felt like blogging suddenly before i have to go for dinner and back to camp. Altho like every weekend it isnt really that fulfilling or some would call it fun to be out of camp.. I still prefer to stay out even tho i know i'd probably be bumming around.. Old habits dont change huh.. When will i ever grow up. lol.. Theres just this stigma that sticks with the phrase "going back into camp" maybe not only I but others as well associate it with GLOOM, DOOM, DESTRUCTION and well.. THE END OF TIME (maybe a bit too extreme huh?)

(Just to be sure i checked dictionary.com for an accurate explanation of the word stigma.) Hoho. Nvr thought i'd need a dictionary in a LONG LONG while =) I miss english classes in school =/ I need to brush up on my english already.. Im 21.. with a vocab of a 13.. Sucks.. Hate to admit it but yes im that NOOB... I shall plan to brush up my English + Japanese during my 2 months as OOC or maybe + or - .. I need to buy an updated version of Japanese text books.. Some 1 tells me mine is outdated O.o I wonder how much outdated is it.. haha. Ahh Now i'll have lots of free time on my hands as "OOC" Its gonna be fun! YEAH! I can study w/e i want w/e i like. After im done with Sai Kang i guess.. lool.

RECENTLY... W400 had some rearrangements within the members.. Jeez... So stress. Its gonna be so trying to get along with some ppl.. Not gonna mention names.. Just being there is like NOOO GET ME OUTTA HERE!! Buttt... I guess ima stick with Ben... Cant just leave him alone there can I? lol.. Sound so, how to say... Wei(3) Da(4)? Well all i can do is to learn how to get along and love the people im with i GUESS.. Argh.. Tough call.. Tough call.... Dear Seb Chu. Altho I dont get much what u were saying this noon at the escalator.. I can roughly guess tho. Maybe i get what u mean maybe i dont.. Blahh..

These few weeks, for almost a month or more than that now pastor has been talking about relationships now. Well... I'd say its interesting.. But then again somethings stick with u and some dont. Probably this one is like that.. Then again im pretty sure i remembered most of it.. Its close to heart no?

Aaron ur having fun in China eh? Wish i could drive up there.. LOL..

Satoru, wish u could be here for my 21st man. I wonder what are those guys planning still.. Wont be surprised if they screw up :P haha Hope they dont!..

Oh.. Other day think i saw Tetsuya @ town.. It was a split second but im pretty sure it was him i walked past.. Reason for these? Unknown.. Time 4 Dinner!

Ciaos (I MISS everyone)

~Jo~ ~Josh~ Josh-ua*

Day 6...

Its 6 days since i pulled out my wisdom tooth.. Still kinda afraid of eating on my right side tho. I can feel the stitches there still... So troublesome... Sheesh... =)

"7th Period is a Secret" What a cute manga. haha. Im too bored. I gotta find smth more fun to do during my Off days / days on MC next time.. Hmmm... Help me out a lil people.. Im still wondering what to plan in for the 21st birthday "party" thing.. Is there any activities that are fun to do during birhdays besides the usual get drunk and wasted theme =.=" I could do that any other day... 4th April is the day set for it.. Location still unknown... bla bla bla. not sure if theres gonna be a theme or not still. But then again Singaporeans. Alot of them dont really bother following themes.

Tomorrow i'll have to go back to camp again after a week out... Not looking forward to it much. Meh...... Boring in camp.. Oh well.. now i'll just have to pray and wait for posting.. =)

(Random) How long has it been now.. 2 months? humm.. Im sleepy now.. Anw. Take note 4th April. Try to make that day free k? Will update further here.

~~Josh~~ Ciaoss

Saint Pats Day?

Lol so today is Irelands national day huh. Weird that people find all kinds of reasons to drink @_@ lmao.... Well well.. Here i am @ Sebs place.. The twat just wasted good $$ on Godiva chocolates for a certain someone huh.. Could have just given it to me Seb.. I'll love u better than her.. hahaha.

2nd day of my 7day MC @_@ Its so inconvenient to eat.. Im so afraid that my gums will start to bleed again =.= o well it feels weird when my tongue locate the piece of string back there.. Have to constantly chew on the left side of my jaw =( and when i yawn it hurts + theres difficulty opening my jaw wide enough to even put the spoon in there.. I have to suck up the food on the spoon rather interesting way to consume food.. I had kway tiao for lunch and i was slurping it up all the way haha so funny eating that way..

wanted 2 run with seb but now after dota.. its already 2.30.. mehh.. hah.. well seems that seb n i will be celebrating our 21st birthdays tgt poolside style? hah sounds like fun. if u guys are free do come down ok? leave a tag and i'll sms u the details later. anw meh meh. hope u n tt guy r happy tgt huh ^^ havent talked to u in a long while.

Been awhile since i blogged like really... So many things are going down at this time =) Roland.. Joyce.. haha whoelse.. whats new.. Miss C... still quite the bitch? Maybe.. maybe not.. I think platoon staff dislikes me => ahaha 3 weeks in a row taking MC! WOW... 3 days, 3 days + 2 days, 7 days.. Winning streak man!!! WOOHOO!! hahahah.. O well its ok..

Omg.. Seb is walking around the place NAKED.. Im gonna take his pics and post it on this blog soon => Muahahahah

Ciaossu

~~~JoshJosh~~~

The Down season.

Hmm its been a "good" week certainly.. lol Monday - tuesday MC, Wed slept whole day in camp. Thursday and friday MC again >.< lol omg... Half sad half happy. Its so sad that later i still have to go back to camp by 8pm.. And probably book out tmr saturday at 9.30am again.. So lame.. Go in a few hours, sleep, wake up, eat, dig sand, bookout.. Sooooo lame...

This is the down side of the Singapore system i guess.. Then again there are many ups for every down so i guess this lil island is still great.

Ytd was kinda "tiring" for me.. lol.. I cant get used to the transition from camp to civilian life.. Every time i bookout i will feel sleepy by 10.. lol.. And i reached home only at 1 ytd.. Shopping.. late dinner.. Meh... Missed out pool..

Got back from specialist appointment doc said that my ankle isnt that loose afterall. Idk what he meant tho he just took my ankle and shook it front and back front and back =.=" wth.. So gay.. My ankle is loose to the sides and he shakes it front and back expecting to find results.. Clown doc.. Nvm i have another 2 months round-up of excuse from the specialist.. should be able to get out of course now.. *prays hard* haah =)

~JoshJosh~~

Does any 1 ever always get what they want the way they want it..

March!

Ahh.. Rainy seasons herald in the month of March?.. I thought it nvr used to rain so much before.. Bahh.. Maybe its my imagination.. Been home these few days.. Well nothing much. Just been relaxing at home.. Thinking WEIRD stuff!... Lol maybe weird to me but not to u.. Somehow its like im missing something in life. I dont feel content at all even though im enjoying myself. Missing that feeling of contentment, i know im enjoying myself but yet at the end of the day i dont feel fulfilled.. I find that i've been drifting here n there, to n fro recently.. Maybe its cuz of the army? maybe not?.. Cant put a finger on it.. zzzZzz..

Just the other day i went to NUH emergency department (walk-in) after registration, this doctor walked out and called me up, asked me if im still in NS, what camp am i from, why never go to see my camp MO and instead came here.. I gave him a flat reply.. The camp MO just doesnt care about the trainees. He went.. Oh.... Oh my ass oh.. And went for X-ray and on to the doctor. He told me X-ray was fine and i thought that was the end of it.. Just like what the MO told me.. He referred me to orthopaedic side.. Which is for muscles i guess... Left ankle hurts when i run long distances, Right knee hurts when i carry stuff in excess of 10kg? Approx.. Lol.. Idk why its like this but its only been recently that this occurs.. After all that mandatory checkups im free to go. Mums gonna make a dental appointment for me next week.. Meh.. next week i might be able to get out of camp for 2 days consecutively =) lol GREAT! Hope my commanders dont interfere.. Jeez..

Speaking abt army. Last weekend.. Saturday.. They last minute threw me a guard duty.. =.=" so retarded.. But overall the "duty" darn slack.. I got desk IC job =D haha.. Sit at the office.. Trade camp passes for their ICs if they wanted to come in.. 2 Hours on 4 hours off.. Thats the life!! When it wasnt my shift i went back to company line to the annex room.. to use the computer.. hah! Good but boring time. nyeh.. for my 4-6am shift i was actually more or less sleeping at the stupid desk but i couldnt really sleep cuz i had to keep a ear open for my In charge coming into the room then i'd have to pretend to be staring at the ceiling / into blank space.. lool.. Bring in iPod.. Bible.. heh. Meh.. Those 2 hours really passed fast!

Anw on to Sunday.. Congrats Sarah and those who got baptised ^^ hah.

Eh Satoru omedetou for ur New pt time Job =)

Okay. Gonna head back to camp soon.. like in 5 mins..

Von. Jia You for ya IPP attatchment. Hope they transfer u to another dept.. hah.

Jane... Aunty really sad laaa.... Tsk tsk.. Hope u can find a job soon =)

~~JoshJosh~~